Schedule 3 done.
I had a few
days break from this book and its exercises, the frustration over the modelled
and weight exercises just beat me. Something had to change or this would just
spin out of control, so I decided I would start up some fitness routine again -
after about a 4 months break - it’s the worst shit ever to start up after this
long a break, but the energy and clearer thought it gives is priceless, especially
when you’re in a downward spiral.
Maybe it’s just purely a placebo effect, but nonetheless I did manage to complete the third schedule now. It’s still very confusing and hard, but the modeled exercises do flow a bit better now and that’s at least something.
Maybe it’s just purely a placebo effect, but nonetheless I did manage to complete the third schedule now. It’s still very confusing and hard, but the modeled exercises do flow a bit better now and that’s at least something.
In the
break from the book - and its hell schedule - I tried to pick up a pencil and
just go back to “basics”, but wow, something had clearly shifted, I could not
for the life of me produce anything… I’m not sure if it was because I maybe
tried to force a 100% imagination approach or what, but even drawing an eye
again felt weird and alienated.
In retrospect I do feel that I should have started with this book, the tools and habits I picked up from the start feels like crutches now. The way you learn to draw with for example Betty Edwards are good and you will learn the basics very fast, but to me it also feels like it will quickly box you in as well.
This book however does have a feel of wild goose chase, especially if you’re doing it alone and if it’s worth it? … well I’ll have to wait and see, still I prefer this approach to learning over getting an already finished assembly line plan “just do this and that - *boom* you can now draw” in a sense it feels like just asking Google “ how to draw a horse”, that may great if you only care about drawing the same old horse over and over, but if you want more you have to dig deeper and develop your own understanding – that’s my view on it at least and in all honesty I don’t know shit. ;)
In retrospect I do feel that I should have started with this book, the tools and habits I picked up from the start feels like crutches now. The way you learn to draw with for example Betty Edwards are good and you will learn the basics very fast, but to me it also feels like it will quickly box you in as well.
This book however does have a feel of wild goose chase, especially if you’re doing it alone and if it’s worth it? … well I’ll have to wait and see, still I prefer this approach to learning over getting an already finished assembly line plan “just do this and that - *boom* you can now draw” in a sense it feels like just asking Google “ how to draw a horse”, that may great if you only care about drawing the same old horse over and over, but if you want more you have to dig deeper and develop your own understanding – that’s my view on it at least and in all honesty I don’t know shit. ;)
Now to the
drawings, I don’t have a whole lot, but I can upload the modelled exercises I
did so far.
The first
one here was my BANE which knocked me down for the count. I couldn’t understand
anything at all, and it only succeeded in pissing me off which is quite obvious
in the drawing - that’s no drawing done in a “good” mood :P
The second
one was slightly better in the sense I wasn’t stabbing the paper with the
crayon, so progress on that behalf. The feel of wtf I’m doing is still nowhere
in sight though.
Third one,
same story as the previous, it’s messy and I have the distinct feeling of
drifting in and out of consciousness while I’m doing this exercises, it’s like
my brain just goes “*click* let’s see what’s on channel 4”, that can’t be the
intention, as far as I’ve understood it I’m supposed to feel like I’m using
clay and in the weight part I should have the sense of building it up from the
core etc… I got nothing like that, instead my subconscious is watching Jersey
Shore or something, it’s definitely not trying to “feel” the shape and weight
or modeling with clay… no no, my ego has left the building the moment I picked
up the crayon… “ahhh shit it’s time for this again *hangs up sign – DND watching
Braindead*”
Last one.
Still no idea wtf I’m doing, but I did figure out that I needed to be a lot more
gentle and not using a lot of pressure, I should be using a medium lithographic
crayon, but all I could get was “very soft” and that shit is way too oily and
sticky.
It’s very weird starting these drawings with a 10minutes weight exercise approach, to develop the shape and all, firstly you can’t erase any mistakes and secondly you’re not drawing the contour so trying to figure out proportions are kinda like a roll with the dice. The urge to draw symbols and lines are quite real.
So yeah, these are all the Modelled Drawings I've done so far. It’s very weird starting these drawings with a 10minutes weight exercise approach, to develop the shape and all, firstly you can’t erase any mistakes and secondly you’re not drawing the contour so trying to figure out proportions are kinda like a roll with the dice. The urge to draw symbols and lines are quite real.
Maybe I just need to think about "the further away the darker" fuck everything else.
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